Today was pretty uninteresting, I didn't get the day off school but I still feel sick, possibly even worse after a hard day laboring at school. Still I didn't have any homework for tomorrow and as tomorrow is Friday I thought I'd give myself a day off. I should stop writing now as I have very little else to say and I can hear my Mum outside when I should be asleep.

Pulling a Sickie

I've been off sick from school for the last three days, I've been actually sick for two of them well I am rather sick today but not normally enough to pull a sickie. I still feel pretty rough though. Today was horrible; I woke up, watched television for about half an hour after which I played on the Xbox (mum said only for 30 minutes) when two hours later my shocked mother told me off for being on so long which (I think) is unfair as when you are playing Xbox you're going to be checking the time every ten minutes am I? So it was about eleven-ish when I finished. Mum said that I was not allowed to go on a 'screen' for the rest of the day (I writing this in my room). I was in such a strop that I didn't paint or read or anything like that and the whole day went by faster and faster and I got more bored and bored and by then it was time for school to let out. When dad had finished working we went up the road to the music shop because we thought my guitar tuner had broken, the man there was very patronizing in telling us there was nothing wrong with it. After that we went to the comic book store where the musty atmosphere caused my cold to flair up again. But I did buy a book on what to do on rainy days for 50p so it wasn't all bad. I'm trying to swag another day off which hopefully won't be as boring (if I get the day off that is).

Michael Gambon is Scottish?

Sitting on my couch, watching 'Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban' and I wonder to myself whether Michael Gambon thinks that Dumbledore is Irish, Scottish and English as he seems to be able to change his accent all in one sentence, It's not the best of movies, the images and sounds are terrific but the way the story is presented isn't very good. I'm having a emotional crisis at the moment; there is this girl that I thought I loved, it must have been for about three years at least but recently I have been having doubts. I have never told her how I feel as I think it would ruin our friendship. I emailed her once asking if she would go on a date with me she said that she didn't date younger guys... she is like four months older than me! Anyway, I told her that I joking which she hopefully believed. God I miss her. She lives miles and miles and miles away from me so obviously we don't go to the same school, I only see her on long holidays like Christmas or Summer. Advice: if any of you have a crush on anyone, don't tell your parents, I did this and it is very uncomfortable and embarrassing whenever her name comes up. But hey it might be different for you. There's no one else that I've started to 'love' or anything but I've just started feeling less in love with her which is absolutely horrible because it feels as if there is a piece of me that is missing because I've been 'in love' for so long. I know this blog is supposed to help other teenagers but I need some advice on what to do, please comment!

In the begining

Hi there,

let me start off by saying that I'd rather not say my real name in case anyone I know reads this and is offended plus i thought it'd be cool to say something like; Rorschach's journal, September 21st, 2009 (this will make no sense unless you have read or seen 'Watchmen'). I aim to write this blog every day until my 20th but like everything else I try to write that is personal I'll get bored and it'll sound dumb. Anyway, this blog is just (hopefully) to help fellow teenagers get through the following five years. I was 13 sixteen days ago. I think I've just realized how hard it is going to be the amount other people write so I will end this before I start rambling.